=[ Not In The Mood...

Not In The Mood recently =[

I feel so stress.

seems like someone keeps give me some pressure and stress me up!

I can't handle my study =[

That's too many subjects! And seems most of them need to memories!

God! I'm having memory problems/troubles!!!

My brain just stuck!!

Every time I learn new things, I just so easy to forgot what I have learnt before!

Sadness, pathetic, pity, doesn't I?

People said, A people easy to feel tired and sleepy while she/he is so stress.

Just like today--me.

I can sudden doze off while teacher talking!

(but that time teacher already finish her teaching, and she just saying something bout the exam. & Luckily teacher didn't scold me, just asked me: Where Am I been? She means where I been travel in my dream =.=''' but I didn't even have a dream while I doze off....)

I still remember yesterday what time I fell asleep!

It was around 10 o'clock! & I woke up 5.20 this morning!

That's no reason that why was I so tired, but Stress!!!

I realized that I am so weak...& that tough as people thought.

I just turn into so mope lately...

even though that's nothing happen, my face just shows....MOPE?! Depress, EMO, cafard?

Sometimes not because I really no mood then I shows emo face, it's just no any expression!!!But it's seems so EMO for other people...

My mood just like the flood and the heavy rain...It's looks so sadness, unhappy, angry, moody...

Nothing positive just negative.

This year is the most stressful year I ever had.

The feeling is can't describable.

Just like some feeling we know but we can't speak it out.

This is very painstaking....(I guess this is the word I should use?)

Sometimes I would like to scream or cry loudly.

But, that's not easy to do this.

Maybe people thought I'm crazy, in fact, I'm really a crazy people XD

Things just keep happen, we don't know what's happing next and what trouble come after us.

God knows? who knows?

Keep keep bleeding keep keep bleeding heart...

I just wanna some peace , space, freedom, happiness and love.

The prince of mine,

come to me,

save me from this dark hole world,

I know that you will come for me some day,

just keep waiting for you,

I needed your love to cure the pain of mine,

the star will lead you to me,

I just believe the faith of mine,

you are the prince who having the power of sword,

and drive away my stress and fear,

guarding me for the end of the world.