This is the principle problems.

This is not about stubborn or not. It's a principle problems.

Not I don't want to friend with her again.

Is she didn't shows that she want it to.

I'm not a narrow-minded person. I just want an apology.

I don't care how she's going to say the sorry, I don't need her say the word "SORRY" by face to face, maybe a message, a letter, I would like to accept it.

But seems like she doesn't want to say any word, and doesn't feel guilty at all.

I'm not the one who turn into like this!

I don't want it too.

Honestly, I'm not the one who taught her what's a friend but I would like to appreciated her let me know who she really is.

I got give the chance to her to explain what going on, but she escaped from me in school, just pretend that I was air.

If she come to me or maybe sit down with us together, I won't think that she have such a thick face, I'll happy that she do that, unfortunately she didn't.

Somehow, I was too soft-hearted to had such a thought that I would like to talk to her and be friend together again.

But, after a few seconds, I asked myself. Why should I do that?

I can't convince myself to do that.

Because there's no any reasonable reason to convince me to do that. Not any.

If she don't want apology I won't force her. I want an apology that is real sorry for me.

I can be friend again with her even though she can't say the word "sorry".

I know that "sorry" doesn't easy to spit out from a self-esteem very strong person like her.

I can understand it. Sometimes the relationship between friends doesn't have to say something out like that. Because our heart will know that well.

But she shows that she doesn't matter do she have a friend like me.

Well, so do I. actually it's nothing for me.

But just kinda embarrassing in school.

I tell myself to forget about it and try to pretend i'm OK.

In fact, I do really OK. But i can't control myself to not think about it.

Maybe, The word: FRIENDS for me is such a heavy serious word.

The tears was to remind myself don't be such a silly puppet of friend any more.

I wanna become tougher, stronger.

I don't mind that people say something bad to me.Because i know there's no people is perfect.

Everyone have their defects, those people who say bad thing about me, doesn't show them are that good too. And i'll be appreciate that. I'll ask them to have a look with their mirror too =]

I had been given chances to both of us.

Just depends she wants it or not.

Otherwise, just Bye Bye.

And I would like to say thank you to her,

I'd learnt something from her.

It's truly spit out form the bottom of my heart. I meant it.

If you want to be a puppet, just do it. no one stop you at all.

Maybe, the friends that we having now just a stranger is going to pass by from our life.

I can accept it. I won't feel any regret. At least we had met, and we knew who's our friends and who were not.

[Love♥the material of my chinese oral test. It's meaningful!

And taught me, guard me to the path that I should choose. =D]