It's Holiday!

It's another holiday =]

from today until 13th September. =]

I HATE holidays, but I LOVE it either. =P

I hate it, because I'm going to be bored at home :(

I love it,because I can sleep till whenever I like :D

Nahhh..!!! I gotta rush my homeworks and project in this holiday.

It's just a week! :( Other school got 2 weeks holiday... =\ Not fair. But it has an advantage,no need to have extra class on Saturday. :P

Holiday is time to enjoy in physically but its suffer on mentally.

In physically, I can sleep more. I can online. I can sms. I can eat. I can watch tv.

On mentally, I miss you. I started to thinking too much Again. I feel loneliness.

I should hang out and spend money to make myself happier.

BUT... I've limited money :(

No money support! ANY sponsor? [Everyone just ignore me.]

I became like a female Otaku this year.

Stay at home, online, watch tv and sms are those routines in my life already =S

I don't want! But no choice, No money, what can I do?

No, I've money. But not much. I gotta earn money on the holiday end of this year.

Earn some money to have a better life. LOL.

Need keep some money for my future. I gotta have some saving for college life. But don't know whether i succeed or not. =X

I hate myself.

I hate everything.

I feel so meaningless and lack of directness.

Should i be pathetic?

Or somebody be sympathetic on me?

Imma bad guy in this world.

Yea. Definitely, Obviously... I think so.

I'm so so evil.

I know that everyone's not perfect. But I just can't control I'm being so moody and hate myself.

I don't deserve any love from you? I don't deserve caress or warmness from you?

I don't deserve anything because I'm nothing?

Just let me wait the end of the world alone with tears and hopeless.