It's November! Final Exam? Bye! =P

The time just rushing away & it's never stop.

It's already November.

This is the year which the fastest year rushing away.

Everything seems like just happened, but it's already past such a long time.

Maybe I been kinda busy & filled in all activities in my timetable & make it full this year.

That's why I feel that the time is more faster than before.

I'll mock myself when I thinking 'bout how was I lived in the last 3 years.

Because, I feel I'm useless last 3 years. I don't even study. Yea, I went to school to chit-chat & play around, that's all. It's one of the reason I hate my past. I LOOK FORWARD. I hate to think back my past, most of them are sucks except those happy memories with my dear buddies.

Ha! Tomorrow is the last day of final!!!

I'm so EXCITED! :D

Finally!! I been very hard to get through this x(

Science paper 1 & Sivik paper... Hmm, who cares? I'm not planning to read them =P

Last Friday I was already pretend it's OVER! xD Really got that feeling ;P

Today, Perdagangan paper 2.

When teacher say there's 2 more minutes left, I was so crazy have a silly laugh..xDD

My classmates who sit around me just stared at me [OS: 'Something wrong with her?']

I just can't control & laugh that way xDD

I was too excited. & also mocking myself that I can't finish the paper, I mean, I should write more points, but my brain just STUCK x(

What to do? Have a silly laugh :DDD

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Something just happened...

I thought that I can handle it, I'll okay with it...

But I realized when it does really happened,

it may just knock you down & kinda unacceptable...

I can accept it.

But, you make me feel like a fool.

I got a feeling like,

I been cheated....I don't like this.

I feel like we suppose to know, yea, now we knew.

No offend, not objection,

Just feel like, have you ever care how we feel?

You denied. Not just once.

I keep doubting on it.

But I trusted you as a friend, so that I just ignored it.

& pretend that I was thinking too much.

You guys just very close.

I hate the way you treat me.

I know it's hard to trust somebody. But have you tried?

I'm wondering that who am I to you?

It's not the problem that what's our respond,

because you should know that we'll accept it.

It's the trustworthy problem.

You can say :'NOYB'

& I'll figure it out & think 'bout it.

Why you keeping yourself away from us?

We're not going to eat you?!

It's HURT dude.

I CARE.You should care 'bout what we feel because we're buddies.

Or else, you don't think so, you don't think we're buddies.

Just spit it out.

I may just SHUT UP & ask myself not to BUSY BODY 'bout friends.

I hate you.

I wanna keep a distant from you.

I scare I would yell at you because you don't ever tell me anything.

That's not a way to treat your friends.

NEVER.