Something WRONG with ME.

I'm so confuse. I feel so hopeless, helpless... x(

I just can't figure out my mind. I can't control what am I thinking. It's like, involuntary action? Ha!

I doubt on myself...

Why am I thinking too much?

Am I too over?

Maybe, it's all about my principles.

I don't want to turn all those stuffs becoming like that.

It's not just MY problems,you all know that.

Sometimes, I just need some time to take it.

I'm struggling,deep inside my heart.

You don't know what it's feel like. It's HURT.

You should know how Friendships mean to me. how important is it.

For me, Friends are all about Trustworthy. A Real Friend. A Close Friend.A Best Friend.

If a friend doesn't have trustworthy, then why should we continue to be friends?

A friend, should be loyal & honest.

I'm kinda frank. So I hope that people would be honest to me.

Even though something that I wish to not hear about or something is unacceptable for me.

I know the Truths are always Cruel & Hurt, but it's reality, everything realistic.

I can handle it, let me try to learn tough.

Tell me the facts, & I'll admit it, I'll change for it [maybe]...

If you don't tell me the truths, it's more hurting me. 'cause I'll feel like I'm such a FOOL.

I'm a sensitive person.

Even a message that you didn't reply, I might be started to thinking WHY?

I'm that kind of person who T.T.M. [Think Too Much]

Incredulous-- another word to describe me? I think YES.

I'm a human who lack of secure. I tried to trust someone, but at last, I'm the one who get hurt. I'm scare that it would happen on me again & again.

I learn to be tougher, stronger.

I always act like bad guy. Turn myself into devil.

It's just the way to protect myself.

Some people may know my weakness, or even used it.

Friends are not like this. Even a doggy can be loyal to a friend [human] but why don't human?

Your answer may be, 'Because we're not a dog.'

But, how if you think that you're just nothing when compare to a dog? Even a doggy can be more humanity?

You would think that I'm too over.

But, it's just an example. & you do know me, I'm FRANK.

Arghh...just something wrong with me.

Try to talk to me.Maybe.

All I need is to spit it out & gimme some time.

I'm a passive person. I hate to make the first step.

I'll fed up if you don't make it. I really have no idea what to talk about.

I don't good in how to start a conversation at fact.

I pretending myself I don't care how you do to me. But actually I AM.

I Love You as a Friend.

Do you know that I feel like I'm sharing you with the others?

& this feeling makes me feel sucks.

I'm not mean that you can't be with others.

I just want you to know that you aren't that care about us like the old time.

You didn't accompany us as usual now. We're like,, nothing?

Maybe it sounds a bit exaggerated. But it's the real feeling from my heart.

I know it's might be hurt, but I just want to be honest.

Cause I think that friends should be honest to each other.

Maybe you can say, it's something like jealousy.

If you ask me, I'll admit it. Or I'm selfish?

Human are selfish. Aren't you?

I hate the way you treat me.

I hate that something wrong with me.