Sometimes...[Miserable Feelings]
I've no idea... I just doing what I feeling right to do.
I know sometimes my position isn't clear enough & doping with some confusing stuffs.
I can always have the positive & the negative things in the same time.
I can say that I like you & also dislike you.
I wonder, do people who doesn't have strong confidence like me can bear with 2 opposite things in the same time? I think so?
It got itsadvantages & also disadvantages.
Sometimes, I feel like being cold to somebody because I scare if we're too close, I might get hurt in the end or separate someday or whatever.
There's a strange pressure pushing on me.
Sometimes I just feel like wanted to more concentrate on my studies & don't ever try to bother something which retard my way. I keep telling myself just stay out of those nonsense things,whatever stuffs, just ask myself to put all of it as NOMB.
Sometimes just can't let go easily like releasing carbon dioxide from our breath.
I always speaking something out which different with my heart.
It's sucks sometimes, but I just insist on it continually. Cause I feel like I should be. As a protection of myself.
Maybe it's sounds stupid. But just what I'm doing.
Struggling all the time.
Even though I don't know what to struggle.
Just miserable feelings towards my life, my personalities, my thoughts, my actions, my feelings, everything about me...
Gotta be strong. Can't just keep count on anyone. You can't just count on your people, always, you know it well.
Don't ever look back but look forward.
Don't ever step back but move forward.
Sometimes, I wishing on it, but I keep telling myself to not expect anything, cause I know that I'll only getdisappointment at the end.
Sometimes, Silent is the better choice.
Just doing nothing, say nothing, just watch.
People just have to learn how to be more selfish. It'shuman nature.
I know sometimes my position isn't clear enough & doping with some confusing stuffs.
I can always have the positive & the negative things in the same time.
I can say that I like you & also dislike you.
I wonder, do people who doesn't have strong confidence like me can bear with 2 opposite things in the same time? I think so?
It got its
Sometimes, I feel like being cold to somebody because I scare if we're too close, I might get hurt in the end or separate someday or whatever.
There's a strange pressure pushing on me.
Sometimes I just feel like wanted to more concentrate on my studies & don't ever try to bother something which retard my way. I keep telling myself just stay out of those nonsense things,whatever stuffs, just ask myself to put all of it as NOMB.
Sometimes just can't let go easily like releasing carbon dioxide from our breath.
I always speaking something out which different with my heart.
It's sucks sometimes, but I just insist on it continually. Cause I feel like I should be. As a protection of myself.
Maybe it's sounds stupid. But just what I'm doing.
Struggling all the time.
Even though I don't know what to struggle.
Just miserable feelings towards my life, my personalities, my thoughts, my actions, my feelings, everything about me...
Gotta be strong. Can't just keep count on anyone. You can't just count on your people, always, you know it well.
Don't ever look back but look forward.
Don't ever step back but move forward.
Sometimes, I wishing on it, but I keep telling myself to not expect anything, cause I know that I'll only get
Sometimes, Silent is the better choice.
Just doing nothing, say nothing, just watch.
People just have to learn how to be more selfish. It's
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