It's about... Me.

This song is Awesome :)

Rolling In The Deep.

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I, always thinking of, myself. Anything 'bout me. The inner-me.

Is it just born within me?

Can I change it? Like, my bad temper. Emotional...

Swear to God, I've been changing, for good, for the better.

You wouldn't want to know how sucks I was before.

I wasn't & I'm not an awesome person.

Ain't me. Ain't my style.

I'm not a good girl. No way. I prefer to be a bad girl.

I'm not an angel, but devil.

Even though what I say is always opposite of my heart.

I'm that kind of girl who has a sharp mouth with a soft heart.

IDK, is it a good thing or bad thing? Who knows? Who cares?

I used to be more emotional than I am now.

I hated myself. The past. The one I used to be.

'cause, I regret it. Feel like such an idiot at the past.

How good if I could erase it from my life.

But it would never happen. 

Now, at least I learned something from my past, to correct the present Me.

People said, when you been through something, you'll learned & gained something from it--experience, awaken yourself.

Everyone ain't perfect, no one does.

The flaws I made, the defects of mine, all of 'em are imperfections.

What I've to do is to control & make things right.

I'll keep on trying :)

May I ask, should we mind people how to think & talk 'bout us?

It's kind of profound... Well, should we?

OR, we just mind our own business? 

For me, I can't just leave it like that, I can't lie to myself. 'cause at fact, I do mind. & I'll started to thinking...even think too much.

I can't help it. Sometimes my tiny little brain just keep on thinking.

Involuntary action, what to do? Chop off my brain? -.-

& this action just trap me into darkness,loneliness... 

You might think, such a pathetic person. :\

When I care 'bout someone, I'll treat 'em more strictly than I treated the others.

IDK, I'm a Virgo...

Seriously, who understand this principle of my world?

Every time I think of it, it'll reminds me of a memory from my past.

'cause of this principle, I was too over. I take things too serious.

& bad things happened. BUT I'm not going to let it happen again!

I almost lost everything that I think it's important for me.

That's an alarm in my head, make me aware of not to step on the same mistake again.

I'm always being blunt. Especially towards Friends.

Anything just spit it out, frankly.

I'm just try to be honest & sincere.

Sometimes, Something, not everyone can take it.

Just, take it or leave it!

Why I being frank to friends? 'cause I feel that it's 'bout trustworthy!

Friends suppose to be honest to each other.

Am I too innocent towards friendship?

Maybe I am? IDK. Again, is it a good thing? or a bad thing?

Nowadays, there's feel like no more sincere friends.

Like, sincere friends are almost extinct already.

'cause of the reality of this falsehood world.

It's find one of 'em. Luckily, I found one. It isn't that bad for me, right? :)

All I need to focus now is my studies.

SPM is going to hunt me down soon.

The trial is getting nearer & nearer. It's on September.

My birthday month, I hope it can brings me Luck, will it?

Well, it's just depends on my effort, luck is just occupies 1 or 2 %?

I'm not competition with anyone but myself.

I don't wanna compare my marks with anyone but myself.

Even though I'll still ask 'em 'bout their marks but just pure curiosity. :P

Not much time leave to waste anymore.

I've to get grid of my laziness, since it's sticking in my body again.

Gambateh to myself & everyone who is fighting like me :)

It's just 'bout me. 

This post is too long, I forced to stopped it. :P

There's more & more 'bout me that no one knows.

Hush Hush... :x