Happy or Sad September?

September now.
Should I be happy? Since that it's my birth month. LOL
Well, I can tell ya, I'm not.
'cause this is a trial month.
When we're counting down how many days left to finish this trial, at the same time the official SPM is getting nearer. :(
Times flies.
Tomorrow is weekend. I've no idea how does time passed through without me noticing.
I've finished BC,BM, BI, Maths,Moral & History papers.
Thanks Gosh!
Once I finished the history paper, I feel so relieved. :D
Before started the paper, I was so stress & wanted to cry out.
It's the hardest paper for me. 
The most stressful one.
I think I might fail, again? Teacher is so damn strict!
Those difficult papers are coming soon too. D:
Science. Account. Economy. Perdagangan.
Started to worry about my science.
I'm not well-prepared. Seriously, none of these papers I feel like I've been prepared. 
I'm worrying how to maintain my A's. *sigh*


Exam makes me so stressful.
The evidence is right on my pretty little face!
Damn! I hate pimples.
Why is it seems like each exam day grows one more pimples?! WTH!
My pimples are getting worse & worse while trial. 
That's why I hate exam that much.
I feel so ugly. Even my friends said that I look so... erm, pale or sick or whatever.
Just make it simple, I look ugly! ;'(


Exam makes me more emotional. Seriously.


I already knew my result of BC paper 1 & Maths paper 1.
Bc, hmm, just fine, okay, still have to see how sucks is my paper 2.
ARGHH.. I got 38/40 for my maths paper 1 :( I wanna score it! Depends my paper 2 now...


I just want everything be fine, trial get through smoothly.. :)


Today is my mummy's birthday.
I baked a cake :D
Next week is mine. 
Well. I'm going to celebrate with Science paper ,books & also Chinese Class. xD
How 'wonderful'! Fascinating!!!
I've no any hope/expectation of anyone would celebrate my birthday.
I don't even dare to think of it. What will be, will be :)
Here, I wish myself Happy Birthday. :P