13-09-2012 The 18th year of living.

Choco Banana Cake :)

Mummy :D

Family Photo :)

I'm officially 18 now!

My birthday was on the last day of assessment. :)

I received many wishes from friends, through FB, SMS, Twitter, Whatsapp or even face to face.

Thank you very much. 

There's better than nothing right?

At least I still have wishes...

Aww, am I sounds depress and pathetic? LOL.

My mum & sis asked me did I went to anywhere to celebrate when I just got home from college on my birthday.

I answered them, NO~ & I don't really think so. 

They just make a laugh at me. HOW BAD. :(

Ugh, just as USUAL la...

Nothing special~~~ Just another normal day to me. :/ 

I can't even remember did I celebrated it with my friends last year.

My birthday ain't a good day. Usually that's exam period or something must be going on during September. 

WELL, I don't expect any friends of mine will celebrate with me. HAHA. *sarcastic laugh*

Maybe I just don't have such awesome friends like other people do. Or maybe I just don't deserve it. :P 

How ironic that I attended few of my friends celebration but I don't really got one. I do think there's advantages. Erm, such as, I can save my money & I wouldn't owe anyone so that when someone's birthday I got an excuse? Do you get what I mean? No, you don't have to understand it. Cause it's a post which dedicate to myself. LOL.

One of my friend (my classmate) asked me, what present I want. 

My first respond was : MONEY! 

Seriously, I need money badly. I spent freaking a lot lately. ON MY ASSIGNMENTS!

I got no choice. I must spend money on assignments right? :(

I told her it was just a joke. haha. Honestly, what I want, no one would willing & afford to buy me. I want something expensive. LOL.

Here's my wishlist :

1. WATCH! (I'm crazy over Ice Watch)

2. Long lens for my dslr

3. Fixed lens for my dslr

4.Speedlite for my dslr

5. A nice bag to put my dslr which wouldn't make people think that's a camera bag. (The society ain't safe at all. THAT'S WHY! LOL.)

So far, that's all. These are things that I wanted the most. Okay, I shall go to bed to start dreaming of these stuffs. hahahhahaha. 

Oh! I do have new hair colour! HEHE! I dyed rose (purple red) :D Right on my birthday!

MCD at KLCC Park with my classmates! :D

Mc Chicken! 

Nicole Sue, My mummy xD

Hui Wah

My birthday present! :D

NZ Natural Ice cream :9

Tq Nicole, Hui Wah, Mk & Chuin Yih. 

BAIT! 

I'm thinking....

to find a Boyfriend. LOL.

What makes me to have this thought? ('cause I actually prefer to be single)

The reason is, I need someone to loves me & I could count on him.

I have no one to loves me & there's no one I could count on. I believe no one.

I need someone to be with me when I feel lonely and helpless.

These reasons are here because I couldn't find it in my friends.

People thought I have a lot of friends... They thought. 

Well, maybe I do, but they're like... some illusions. Ain't exist.

Some even only find me when they in need. I hate this. My brain & heart are screaming " Fcuk off!" But sometimes I just don't know how to decline and say no to them. Ugh, I'm a bad guy, I'm not a good person, don't find me la...

And yes! I wouldn't be worry and sad if there's no one celebrating my birthday with me! 'Cause bf would take this burden! HAHA! 

I need a bf to get rid of people who trying to chase me. LOL. I have no feel for them. Definitely not my cup of coffee. I haven't meet someone who's suitable for me. :P

I'm not being picky or what, just not my type man. I am so mean man! 

I'm actually just crapping. I would just let it be~~~ lalala. Let's continue enjoying being SINGLE! ;)

Be strong. It's okay to be alone. No one would be there for you ALWAYS. Sometimes you just have to continue your way, your path, ALONE.

Forever Alone! YEAH (Y)