Holding on

Just a random post to prevent my bloggie to rot.

On the top is our recent artwork of our club, ARTree Studio.

We spent whole day to finish it. It's fun!

I always enjoy this kind of activity, just drawing, with some friends, have some fun and laugh over jokes.

It is what I actually wanted when I join a club.

A club that we could have fun, relax, total stress-free by doing what we want to do - Draw.

No paperwork, no proposal, no frustration over plans and idea on marketing or whatever bullshit.

Artists: Mr.Mok, Sushi, Ah Yee, Ah Pooi, Kam Wai, CY, Pei Wen, Queenie and Me.

Drew for hours, a little bit tired but when the time it completed, I just feel satisfying, everything worth.

Lately kinda stress out. It's only 3 weeks left to assessment.

Realizing bunch of works are incomplete, excuse me, some not even started. What a shame.

Trying to not being lazy, hate myself of sucks in time management. 

I need to force myself but I'm actually hating to force myself to do things.

It makes me feel uncomfortable, stressful, pressure, burden.

But I had to, I have no choice. 

Sometimes I feel so emo, feel like crying but I didn't.

Do you the feeling of when you're feeling stress, somehow there's a pressure pushing on your chest? Feel so breathless and uncomfortable?

I have it all the time, especially during this "critical time".

I always wonder, why those competition showing up in the wrong timing?

I had so many times that I downloaded the template but gave it up at the end.

Being lazy, being busy, being lack of confidence in the same time.

I just got myself participate into a sketching competition of the movie "Saving General Yang".

Sounds interesting and I just want to have some extra artwork to put into my portfolio. 

(Am creating my own portfolio website and I realized I don't really have much artworks to show)

I don't really care if I could get into finalist just try to have some participation of competition and ugh, worth a try maybe.

I don't really confident on it either, just TRY. 

It's definitely not a detail artwork. Saw many contestant's artworks and their works are so awesome.

Guess I just need more time to practice my skill.

I probably wouldn't update my bloggie until sem break.

Busy with my college life. :P