Busy July just getting started...


July is finally here, gosh, why so soon?
My to-do-list is just getting longer and longer... Probably it would be endless, I think.
Before getting REAL BUSY, I decided to watch a movie - Despicable Me 2 with buddies, Shu Hui and Mei Kuan. :)
It's now GLOBAL MINION FEVER!!!
Mcd is giving minion toys in Happy Meal, everywhere is out of stock now. SERIOUSLY!
People just so crazy over it. I haven't get any of it yet. :/
My target minion is release on the 3rd week. NGEK! 
Minion looks cuter with only one eye. HAHAAHA!
Honestly I don't always watch animation in cinema but when I do, it must be nice and attractive! 
I was scared that I couldn't get any tickets on weekend so I bought tickets with e-payment. 
FIRST TIME... it looks so cool when I just needed to print the ticket out and scanned it with QR code at the checkpoint. LOL. Just SYOK SENDIRI. 
Had lunch at Mcd, unfortunately happy meal is sold out we just simply had Mc Chicken Burgers for lunch.
Movie was at 2pm, GSC, Times Square.
Spotted minion cardboard in the cinema! 

HEHE, how could we missed it? 

Shu Hui

Mei Kuan

What a movie day with buddies~ :)

I bought a cream, erm, consider a medicine, for scar.
20bucks just *poof* GONE.
Why am I buying this? It's quite a long story. A very sad case. Sometimes I wonder, why the hell I could be such bad luck? So damn innocent and unlucky. Swear to God, if I have a choice, I would never ever do that again, I'll never help to do any of it. There's only pain but no gain. People said to me, no pain no gain. What I could gain is just a terrible-horrible-vegetable experience and an ugly scar.

It's on 30th June night. I was helping out my lecturer to do his sculptures. Everybody was rushing cause we had to send all the sculptures by that night. Apparently we haven't complete 'em on time.
This is my work, 95% are painted by me, but the base ain't my work.
This is what I in charged, what I supposed to do. I was done but lecturer needed my help on other sculptures. Oh well, okay, I'm cool with it...not until I got injured.

This was the stupid thing/reason that I got hurt. It wasn't look like this, btw it's an elephant (so abstract huh?). Lecturer wanted to add on with its body and leg in last minute. I was helping in colouring a cube but then I volunteered to help him to stick all those straws on the stone with hot glue gun. I AM SO REGRET THAT I VOLUNTEERED TO HELP HIM WITH THIS STUPID THING. I helped my friend to stick this little fella once, I thought it's fun and at least I didn't get hurt in anyway. 
Here's the thing, that busy rushing night. I was sticking straws on this stone and one of my senior was helping me to do it too cause we were running out of time. Then... tragedy happened. I mean, SHIT JUST HAPPENED! My senior accidentally dripped one drop of FRESH HOT GLUE on ME! ON MY FREAKING LEG! I screamed and cried INSTANTLY. Dafuq, could you imagine how painful I was? 
It's freaking painful until I just tear dropped immediately. Seriously no kidding, it wasn't an act, it really fucking hurt. 
It dropped on my left leg then my left hand touched my wound with immediate nature respond. You know what's the stupid part? The hot glue was still HOT and STICKY and it scalded my fingers too. GREAT, what a "happy ending".
I couldn't take out the glue on me and they told me I needed to wait it to be dried only take it off my leg. 
After I wiped my tears and I still needed to continue with sticking the stupid elephant. Gosh, I should just leave. It ain't really my responsibility to take care of it, when comes to display I don't even got my name on it. WTF I so stupid? 

This is how it looks when the glue stick on my leg. (with glitter dust some more? WTF)
I couldn't really blame my senior cause it was an accident BUT I couldn't just forgive her and I blame my lecturer. It sounds weird that I blame my lecturer... but YES I DO BLAME HIM. Why on earth you wanna add some more on that stupid darn stone? I also blame myself that why I so stupid to help him with that. I blame my senior, why she so careless? I know she doesn't meant to hurt me but she just did. As if apology could heal my wound??? It seems so NO BIG DEAL(?) to other people, especially people who always get hurt during project. Hello, I'm a girl, I wear shorts, I show my legs, I want to be pretty. It's not just a small matter to me especially it's so freaking pain and it still hurts now! My senior was shocked when my tears dropped, like I was exaggerated?? (She scalded her finger once with hot glue gun which she did it to herself) Ello, it's nature respond, you go ask my nerves or skin or whatsoever in my body why the hell my tears dropped la... 


I mad that I get hurt. It wasn't feeling okay at all. 
I just suddenly got a damn wound cause of other people's carelessness and mistake. Who is okay with that?
If I accidentally hurt myself, I would be mad at myself so how could I not get mad if other people hurt me? 
Some more I got no medical claim at all. If apology could heal my wound, well, no problem. But you don't even think of giving me medical fee or at least a scar removal cream or some medicine?
My mind just keep thinking of these question over and over again every single time my wound hurts. 
There's no one to be responsible to my injury. Such a sad case. 
What I could do is just to be such a grumbler. At least I feel a little bit comfortable after I spit out all my complaints. 

How my finger looks now. It's like a birthmark? -_-
My finger ain't really a big deal but the freaking wound on my leg ISN'T! 
It looks fucking serious. Not just LOOK, it is fucking serious. It still fucking hurts.
Sorry for being rude. :/

How pathetic, people made me injured but still I need to paid medicine by my own. Like I deserved it somehow? Or people just don't care or forgot how they hurt others? 
Just feeling I'm such an idiot. Why the hell I help out with such stupid things it doesn't even my responsibility. Moreover I don't even got any allowance not even a penny in this project! Really 血本无归,亏到死. I should be selfish and don't give a damn how pathetic and helpless other people look.
Say NO to Hot Glue Gun. 
Yea I'm fucking serious. I mean it!

I'm such a girl who easily get hurt. Don't you dare to take advantage on me ever again. 

Never say it's no big deal, don't ever compare me with you. 


I'm feeling better now. 
Doesn't mean I'm okay with this stupid incident. 
I would never be okay with it and I would never forget this terrible experience in my life.




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