Little dreamland in my mind.

Have you ever fantasize yourself in a different world with a different life?

I think everyone does, just depends how often they do.

I'm kind of a typical dreamer. Dreaming is practically part of my daily routine. HA!

When do you often fantasize or have a little dreaming?

First answer crossed my mind: WHEN YOU'RE BORED. Gotcha! 

When you just too bored and your mind automatically switch on the dreaming button. :)

Second answer that I think of would be When You're not in the mood, when you face some obstacles in your life... This is when you started to fantasize how if you're someone else, being someone that has a better life than yours. When comes to negative thought overwhelming your brain, you just gotta fantasize of something else, fantasizing a happier life that you seek. This sounds pretty sad but I guess sometimes fantasizing/dreaming would be a little comfort to our weary,broken hearts. Reality is so exhausting and dreaming is much happier and relaxing, most importantly it's not a crime. LOL. Think of something nice is good for health, trust me. I did that often but you just have to realize fantasy would only always be a fantasy. After leaving your little dreamland, you should move on and let it go. Face the cruel reality and fight back.

Sometimes I do wonder, how if I wasn't me, with a different background and stuffs like that. I'll fantasize my world with different people I met and how wonderful would it be. Lately I was thinking, hmm, what if I born without any art talent? I think I probably would be studying mass comm or accounting. If I born without artistic gene, I wish I would not be a person who easy to get bored, I wish I would not have this "artistic temper" and be super ordinary like anyone on the street (btw just a metaphor, not saying I'm any special, I'm still ordinary. lol :P ) This fantasy is most probably cause by the stress and pressure from my final projects. So, who said that studying art and design is easy? You could kiss my ass cause it's not that easy as you see or think it is. If I didn't study design course, maybe my skin and face would remain the way it used to be. My skin used to be good, pimple is so rare to happen on my face, I only have pimple during exam due to the studies pressure and stress when I was in high school. Now it's a different case, since I got into college, the stress, the assignment load, the non-sleeping zombie life, the extremely unhealthy lifestyle make me so unhealthy which including my poor face. I used to be prettier. :( IF IF IF...

UH huh, fantasizing I got the money and chance to study abroad and working holiday in Europe countries. How wonderful and yea, DREAM ON. lol. Money is a real issue, a pain in the ass, even though I'm not from the poverty but I'm not rich either, which makes me fantasize how if someday I win lottery and be a millionaire? How would I spend my money on? I bet everyone fantasize themselves as millionaire or maybe just those rich guys on earth before! If I have 1 million, how would I spend 'em? Oh my, I feel like I'm starting to write an essay, haha. Chill, I'll make it as short as possible. 

First thing I'm gonna do is buy a house! Don't have to be real big one, I don't need a super bungalow like Bill Gates. I need to get rid of this neighbourhood! I need better environment and more civilized neighbours. Of course, get a car too but not those fancy one, I don't really have a thing about car, I just need it to be working okay and comfy enough, like Toyota Vios or something. Then, I'll plan out money for me to study abroad for further studies after my diploma. :) These are the main things I'll do if I got 1 million. What about the rest of my money? Exclude indulging myself a little on buying clothes and foods, I'll probably put my money in trust and do some investment. Using money to earn more money. Well, humans are greedy. 1 million could be enough for rest of my life but I think investment is more like an insurance, JUST IN CASE. Just in case I wasted all. LOL. Kinda like a perfect plan right? I can use the money to travel the world, alone, with family or even with friends. I can buy good stuffs to my family, to myself. Enjoy the life, no pressure. I'll stay low and love life. Once again, dream on! Haha, I don't even buy lottery. Even if I do, I doubt the possibility of winning it. I don't think I got such luck for lottery. haha. 

Sometimes I do even fantasize of myself with a life without knowing someone, without doing some really stupid stuffs. How good if I were a time and space traveller like the one in Heroes, the tv series. I can get back to the life and mend my wrongs and avoid something that I wish it never happened. If I have superpowers like those Marvel heroes, DC comic, time and space travel is my most desired power. Second most desirable power would be telekinesis. Hey buddy, are you high or just watched too much drama? Guess I'm just watched too much TV. :P

Dreaming of having a perfect life with almost perfect people could be good but it could be bad. Why I say it could be bad? Cause when you fantasize a perfect life that you wish you have, it's simply just reflect how sucks and shitty your real life is. This is real bad. Realizing how shitty your life is, you probably would be unhappy and being emo. Envious of other people's lives, that depressing feeling would devour your soul. :( It doesn't sound good, folks. If your mind not strong enough, you'll break down. I feel like I'm talking like an expert, but nah, I'm not, macam yes only.

TOO MUCH ain't good. Little dreamland would always be only a fantasy. Be realistic and work hard on what you're chasing for. It's time to wake up, sunshine. :)

Life awaits! :D